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April 28, 2012

It’s summer here and I’ve been eating horribly. Like fried food every single day!! I also binge on junk food during the afternoon. I’m tired of this shitty lifestyle that I’ve turned back to. Please help me. :(

Tags: junk food fatty food unhealthy

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February 20, 2012
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cheeseheiress asked: babe my dad used to say shit like that to me all the time. assholes need to realize that what they think is "caring" can fucking damage you. i want to tell you it will all be okay, but we're all kind of lost, arent we?

Sorry for replying so late :( Yeah, it can be really damaging when they say shit like that. It’s a shame they are open to certain things. Thank you so much for messaging me. I feel like I have someone who I can relate to now.

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February 11, 2012
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My dad saw my bones at the back and he got so pissed so he said “I’d rather have you get a gun and shoot yourself.” I might as well do that later. Thanks dad.

Tags: ED Dad suicide depression

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January 31, 2012

I got down to 118 last week now I’m back to 120!!! IM SO DEPRESSED AND MY TUMMY IS PROTRUDING. IT LOOKS LIKE A FUCKING BEER BELLY. Also, my mom keeps forcing me to eat the fatty food. FUCK MY LIFE. BTW. I’m not allowed to workout anymore. FUCKING BULLSHIT.

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January 28, 2012

I hate my sister so much. I hate how she’s trying to compete with me and she copies everything I do just to be thinner than me!!! FUCKING HATE HER!!!

Tags: fucking sister annoying copycat fat

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January 28, 2012

im-about-to-lose-my-mind asked: Same stats!

Nice!! <3

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January 25, 2012

I just cried a bucket of tears inside the bathroom. I do this almost everyday. I absolutely hate what I see in the mirror. I always see a fat person with a fucking protruding belly, fat thighs and arms. I hate myself. I hate my sister for making me feel so fat. And to think I wanted to recover after being told by the school nurse how low my blood pressure is. I don’t care anymore. Fuck having a really low blood pressure. I just wanna be skinny.

Tags: ana thinspo

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January 24, 2012

The mirror is my enemy.

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January 24, 2012
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January 24, 2012

I’m really thinking about recovery

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Like, seriously thinking about it. Not just nodding my head and saying the words people want to hear. I’m scared.